Coffee Shops

As a kid, I always thought it was the coolest thing to sit in a coffee shop and read or do homework. Thanks to one of my aunts, today I was able to come to Starbucks and use my gift card to get a nice hot cup of Pike's Place and do my online homework. The music is always calm and never gets so deep into my ear that I lose concentration. Even though it was Starbucks, I am happy I came and I can't wait to come next week:]

Now I'm off to the gym...

Past...

Today has been about eating ramen, procrastinating, and pretending to do homework. I am honestly having a hard time with thinking and focusing on my homework. I constantly start thinking about my past...and of course I only seem to think of the bad times. Good times are difficult to find; they seem to be buried underneath all of the bad. Many people have had their share of hard times, and I know I have. This is why I have tried to direct my life the way I want it to go and not let the past pull me back. I have been through a lot....too much, and I really just want to hide it all behind my old self and move forward. If only things would stop popping up and reminding me about those days...


I am sure no one will provide any advice, but the off chance that someone actually sees my blog, please help me out!